They say...

So if I hear one more married person tell me that the day they stopped looking for a boyfriend/husband/partner is the day they met the person of their dreams, I may actually scream. It's an insane idea that "universe" is somehow against you being pro active and finding a partner. So I need to stop looking? And then what? A man somehow appears in my lap. Everything I was looking for...but I wasn't looking right? So very confusing and a little annoying. Married folks: If you have been married for over 5 years, then you don't remember what it was like to date. It is not fun. And no, I don't want to meet your brother in law/cousin/awesome guy you work with...

What am I doing wrong??

This is an actual guy that winked at me on Match.com. I really need to rethink my profile if this is what I am attracting... Yep. I'm single. The Internet who would have thought it. This insane dude. I like to party but its not always about drinking (just most of the times hehe) but seriously if we just went to a club to dance i would probably have more fun than you jk i don't know you yet lol. anyways by reading this you are probably inferring that my english is horrible. Negative. Quite to the contrary i pride myself in my mastery of english. But what you could correctly infer is that i am lazy not in that o hes fat kinda lazy but i want to get it done and over as fast as possible lazy but only when im not working cuz when im getting paid i do it right always thats the only to live a life. i love to read i used to write mosltly but i stopped i dont know why cuz i found video games . My ideal match would be someone who loves video games mainly versus games like fighters or shooters but rpg's are also fantastical. i love anime also she will be willing to try watching anime if she doesnt already i dont know what she would like but i would appreciate her beauty. im thinking she would be a lil bit of a social girl cuz i love to party and dance and do all that jazz im sure she would love to do it also i dunno dude this seams like pre-emptive in its nature if you think your interested at all gimme a shout plz zombie lovers not a must but definately a bonus same thing with redheads its just my thing ---Ps. His profile pic is of him doing a beer bong....

Still talking to the "new guy"...

Oh, my. So much has happened, where do I begin? Ok, let's start with the last guy. So we didn't talk or text for about 3 weeks. I had given up all hope and then he shows up at my job. No warning, no heads up, just shows up. He texts me to see if I am there and I respond no. He then asks if we could meet up for a drink and talk. Ok, this is weird, but I say yes. We meet up and talked about a lot of things. I asked him what his deal was. Why he hadn't text or called in 3 weeks and then bam, he just shows up. He said that he had a lot of insecurities since his divorce and that he may have projected some of those on to me. I explained to him that I was not asking for a proposal, just wanted him to be more available. I also explained to him that if he wasn't into me, then that was fine, but I was NOT interested in wasting my time. Basically, I let him have it. So....he has called or texted me every day. He came out with me and some friends last week also...one would think its going well. Until this week. He has plans every night and is going out of town this weekend. It seems that he is starting the whole cycle again. Frustrating... AND NO--he does not have a girlfriend(I have been to his place a couple of times)...ok, so I THINK he doesn't have a girlfriend...